Wednesday, March 01, 2006

GirLFrenZ

Missin Missin Missin GirLfriendS

All of them live in Jakarta, everybody are busy with our workin lives now and we will never be able to hang out the way we used to, BUT those FUN memories will alwaiz remain in maigh heart! All the laughters, stupid stuffs we did and of course, our serious-mode sharing sessions. Man, I wanted so much to turn back the time but all these changes are inevitable, all of us are movin on with our lives and as in my case, i've moved on to the next step of my life --> workin full time but juzz too bad, I haf to move outta the city as well =(

When i look at it, i feel pleased because all of them seem to enjoy and content with their current lives but i get down coz i wanna be there with them, sharing the ups and downs of our lives together. One of my frens just flied back from her 6mths Chinese course in China and at least she's together with the rest of the gang now. Me? I am here helpin my dad and he did promised me he'll let me get outta this town next year and find a job, IN Singapore, NOT Jakarta.

Okay, I am grateful in a way coz my bf lives in SG and i do wanna spend my times with him but I also want to be with my galfrens. This is how a real world works. U Can't get it all! lucky enuff I end up with one and not NONE. I used to pester my dad to let me move to Jakarta instead of SG when that time has come but now, I wanna live in SG and simultaneously, I hope i can get my galfrens to move to SG. Okay, this is selfish and unrealistic becoz their families, their loves and their lives are in J-town. But, theres nothin wrong with a gal havin some impractical dream, rite? and GirLZ, pls consider movin to SG, especially those of you who have consider movin to another country, leadin a new kinda life =P

For now, when i'm all excited coz somethin real good happen in my life or when i'm down with bad shaitz and i need someone to console me (well, i do haf some great frens who talk regularly to me in msn and have been very helpful to me durin my bad times but its just different when i talk it all out with my gfs), I can only tell them thru sms/email, or if i get lucky, meet them in msn or occasionally we chat on tha phone. Yeah, we do live in the 21th century and theres webcam/voice chat, video conference etc,etc BUT its just different and i prefer to meet up and talk to them face-to-face.

GalFrenz, All of u will always be missed...and i hope i can fly to Jakarta and hang out with yall soon!!!

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