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I never like Monday but todae, I'm super relieved Monday has arrived, leavin Sunday behind. As i said earlier, Sunday has never mean a "family quality-time" period for me, more of an "all-day-get-lazy" time for me but guess what? I now declared Sunday the 12th of Feb 2006 as the "ultimate-nitemare" session....I definitely had some real scary dreams last nite!!
I hardly dream these days but wat tha hell? 3 nitemares in one day?? thats way more than any gal could have handle!! *groaNn* I'm so needin lots of caffeine todae during work coz I forced my eyes from resting yesterday.
My first dream actually happened during my afternoon nap. I dreamt that both of my German Shepherd dogs attacked me and killed me...it ain't a pretty picture, with blood everywhere and parts of my body organs scattered all over the floor...I knoe it won't happen since they are given the proper dog-school education and all but still, the pain and fear feels so real it
freaked me out.
My second dream happened when i'm tryin hard to get myself to sleep though at that time i aint really sleepy yet...I dreamt that my boyfriend is dumping me and reconcile with one of his ex and before they walk off, they laughed at me and its some super duper mean laughs. Well, i wake up rite away, cried n cried and sms my bf before tryin goin back to sleep again... I was tired n my eyes were all puffy and its so difficult to go back n just sleep it off but it was around 3 a.m and I knoe Monday is always the busiest workin dae of the week so I managed to force myself and sleep with mixed thoughts n feelings flyin around my head. *well my boifren did sms me back early in the morning to ensure me dats not ever gonna happen and i does knoe from the start he's not dat kinda person but bad dreams juzz bring you down, no matter how un-true it is, rite?*
My third dream happened around 4.30 am or so....OH yeah, i need to mention, Before i slept, i was watchin some hongkong drama series and there's this case the agents on the movie were handling, which involve a cloning experiment. The drama scene suddenly showed an experimented monstrous cat with human hand grown out of the back of his ear; some CLOSE UP VIEW!! I was completely freaked out and closed my eyes rite away with my pillow. I knoe it's photoshop job but I was so grossed out and had unconsciously hold dat picture in my mind ,which results in the worst nitemare of all. I had like hundreds of those monstrous cat chased me while i ran and ran endlessly and in my dream, these cats were not only super scary lookin with hands stickin out of their ears but they were oso vicious and tryin their hardest to catch me, probably wanna eat me up or something!!
Anyway, for some additional information, I have always been the worst sucker when it comes to cat. I am extremely terrified by cats, not because i feel cat are potentially dangerous to attack me but I am just so so sooo scared by its face *sorry cat lovers, I juzz feel cat look very evil especially in the eyes*. Once, i chickened-out on my cashier job back in a grocery store back in US juz because i was too scared to scan the FRISKEES can which shows a big bold picture of a orange cat. I have also been humiliatin myself CRYING out LOUD, HYSTERICALLY from my young till late teenage years during my visits to wet market when suddenly some cats juzz jumped out near my legs....not to mention my freak-out moments when some cats walk below the table I sat during my meals in hawker center...
Aight, lets get back to my dream now. I wake up and cry even harder n harder, I was hysterical and as much as I have tried to stop cryin it out, my tears just continue to roll off my cheek. DAMN...i dun feel like sleepin at all anymore back then and i did nothin but keep blamin them dramas, WHY of all cases those agents in the movie have to handle, they have to choose some cloning experiment and WHY, instead of usin rabbits or anythin else, they have to use CATS!!
I never like Monday but todae, I'm super relieved Monday has arrived, leavin Sunday behind. As i said earlier, Sunday has never mean a "family quality-time" period for me, more of an "all-day-get-lazy" time for me but guess what? I now declared Sunday the 12th of Feb 2006 as the "ultimate-nitemare" session....I definitely had some real scary dreams last nite!!
I hardly dream these days but wat tha hell? 3 nitemares in one day?? thats way more than any gal could have handle!! *groaNn* I'm so needin lots of caffeine todae during work coz I forced my eyes from resting yesterday.
My first dream actually happened during my afternoon nap. I dreamt that both of my German Shepherd dogs attacked me and killed me...it ain't a pretty picture, with blood everywhere and parts of my body organs scattered all over the floor...I knoe it won't happen since they are given the proper dog-school education and all but still, the pain and fear feels so real it
freaked me out.
My second dream happened when i'm tryin hard to get myself to sleep though at that time i aint really sleepy yet...I dreamt that my boyfriend is dumping me and reconcile with one of his ex and before they walk off, they laughed at me and its some super duper mean laughs. Well, i wake up rite away, cried n cried and sms my bf before tryin goin back to sleep again... I was tired n my eyes were all puffy and its so difficult to go back n just sleep it off but it was around 3 a.m and I knoe Monday is always the busiest workin dae of the week so I managed to force myself and sleep with mixed thoughts n feelings flyin around my head. *well my boifren did sms me back early in the morning to ensure me dats not ever gonna happen and i does knoe from the start he's not dat kinda person but bad dreams juzz bring you down, no matter how un-true it is, rite?*
My third dream happened around 4.30 am or so....OH yeah, i need to mention, Before i slept, i was watchin some hongkong drama series and there's this case the agents on the movie were handling, which involve a cloning experiment. The drama scene suddenly showed an experimented monstrous cat with human hand grown out of the back of his ear; some CLOSE UP VIEW!! I was completely freaked out and closed my eyes rite away with my pillow. I knoe it's photoshop job but I was so grossed out and had unconsciously hold dat picture in my mind ,which results in the worst nitemare of all. I had like hundreds of those monstrous cat chased me while i ran and ran endlessly and in my dream, these cats were not only super scary lookin with hands stickin out of their ears but they were oso vicious and tryin their hardest to catch me, probably wanna eat me up or something!!
Anyway, for some additional information, I have always been the worst sucker when it comes to cat. I am extremely terrified by cats, not because i feel cat are potentially dangerous to attack me but I am just so so sooo scared by its face *sorry cat lovers, I juzz feel cat look very evil especially in the eyes*. Once, i chickened-out on my cashier job back in a grocery store back in US juz because i was too scared to scan the FRISKEES can which shows a big bold picture of a orange cat. I have also been humiliatin myself CRYING out LOUD, HYSTERICALLY from my young till late teenage years during my visits to wet market when suddenly some cats juzz jumped out near my legs....not to mention my freak-out moments when some cats walk below the table I sat during my meals in hawker center...
Aight, lets get back to my dream now. I wake up and cry even harder n harder, I was hysterical and as much as I have tried to stop cryin it out, my tears just continue to roll off my cheek. DAMN...i dun feel like sleepin at all anymore back then and i did nothin but keep blamin them dramas, WHY of all cases those agents in the movie have to handle, they have to choose some cloning experiment and WHY, instead of usin rabbits or anythin else, they have to use CATS!!
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