Wishin For...

• Hopefully, the crime rate in all the countries of the world, especially in Indonesia, will decrease tremendously and if possible, approachin 0%!!

Every mornin, durin my daily local-newspaper readin session, I feel anxious/scared/pissed-off/down when i notice, crime acts are increasin everywhere. Robbery, rape, corruption etc...
Why does the world turn itself to be one so-much-harder-and-scary place to live in?! In my town, approximately from end of 2004, theres a huge increase of house robbery usin weapons like guns. I read this in the newspaper "Two robbers entered one married couple's bedroom and ransacking the drawer just beside where the husband slept. Suddenly, the husband stretched his body, probably due to the noise these uninvited intruders made. One robber shot the husband without any consideration, assumed the husband was about to wake up soon. The wife, who wasn't at all aware of whats goin on in the room, was shot within seconds after dat"
Usage of guns without givin much thoughts to another person's life value, happens here, in a small town....what will happen to the victims of robbery in Jakarta and other big cities all around the world?! =(

• All the mosquitos dat 'reside' in less-hygienic countries, will disappear from this WORLD!!

They frustrate me...everyday i gotta wake up with bites all over my body, especially my arms and legs. Apply insect repellant sprays to my body doesn't help much, what should i DO?? Sprays the whole house with insecticides every noon, keep the house and room clean all the time and yet, mosquitos are still everywhere!! I was alwaiz happy durin my visits to Singapore, coz mosquitos were hardly found. Opened the window as wide as i wanted durin my afternoon nap and when i woke up, never found any single reddish,annoying insect bites on my skin.

• Becoming a calmer person, being able to handle/manage my anger and emotion. I dun wanna get no more un-necessary tension!

I am a very sensitive person or should i say, TOO sensitive...and i ain't sure when did it started. I was a calm and hardly-gettin-annoyed person durin my secondary skool era. I think, it all started from the college. Now, Try to criticize me in an insultin way and outta the sudden, my face will turn all red, my whole body tremblin with anger, my heart beating real fast and i feel like my heart is about to explode real loud, outta my chest. To make it worse, i have a heart-problem disorder so the pain in my heart are sometimes untolerable.

• Movin as soon as possible to Singapore and bein lucky enuff to obtain a stable offiz job in an international company

First, I intend to move to Singapore coz i have real early curfew in Indonesia, my dad wants me to stay home after 10pm. In the past, i was rebelling, throwin tantrum and all dat. Why couldn't I hangout with frens at Starbucks?! I wasn't about to engage in any negative activity?!?! But recently, I understand. Its so freakin dangerous to stay out late in my country, especially for gals, so dats why my parents were so strict about the curfew. Fortunately, they allow me to stay-out after midnite in Singapore, as long as i got a good reason for it.
My boifren lives in Singapore so, this is one of the main reasons why i wanna move my ass ASAP there... long distance can work out but, i prefer to meet and date him in person and not through the phone/msn chats.
I've longed to work in a multi national company, anywhere. Too bad, I gotta help my dad with his business if i am to work in Indonesia, so theres practically no opportunity for me to practice my college's international business "globalization system" theories here. I've always wondered, are these theories actually applicable in the real MNC companies? Well, gotta work in one to find out and this might only happen if i move to Singapore.

• Stay away from me...the world of Insomnia

From my O Level exams period back in 1998, to my college years life when i was crazily stayed online all nites and all dawn to play online pc games, I started to sleep real late or should i say, real "early"...my sleeping schedule was all reversed!
Then, durin August2004, I started to work full time and my sleepin time was actually changing to the normal direction, maybe coz i was too tired back then. Yeah, I guess i was just too relaxed back in my college days.
Dunno why, startin from the last few months, my old-tyme sleepin schedule come back to me. I feel tired and un-energetic all mornin/noon but once the clock hits 12AM, I am all hyper and fresh. duuH, am I actually a bat reincarnatin into a female human?!?!